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Aug. 12th, 2004 @ 05:53 pm
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This journal is being deleted.
I'm re-vamping my online time. Lol that sounds funny.
New screen name. New LJ.
Nice huh?
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Aug. 11th, 2004 @ 12:59 am
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Well the past 48 hours have been fun. I love Jessica. No matter what, we are always friends again after a fight. It's a like a ritual for us, every 2 or 3 years, we have a big fight and don't talk for a few months. We vowed to stop the cycle. Anyways so I had her meet Randy, Patrick's brother. He's a good looking guy and he would treat Jessica right if they do start dating. Another thing thats good about him is that he is taking things really slow and getting to know her and all that and thats what she needs, even if it doesn't turn into anything. I am going to miss her so much when I go back to Orlando. However, she is coming to visit me the weekend of 9-11 (the weekend before my birthday!) so I'll see her soon and I know we're going to have a good time.
On another note, I miss Patrick. You know whats wonderful? He misses me too, and I can tell (besides him telling me) by little things he says and does. Sure its horrible to say this, but I'm happy. Oh wow I can't wait until next Wednesday when I see him. To be in his arms again, and kiss him, and see his smile... Yes, I am nuts but hey when you spend 24/7 with someone and suddenly stop for 3 weeks you tell me how your going to react! Haha.
On yet another note, things are coming together nicely for my dorm room. My parents are giving me the TV in the office (it's big!!) and they're going to buy me a microwave & DVD player. I also want to get a little rug/mat for the little tiled area when you first walk in the room, and some little set of plastic storage drawers. I'm also bringing my stereo up this time. I really missed this summer. Sure Meredith had hers, while its very sleek and nice, mine put out alot more bass (given it's thick speaker size compared to hers). After listening to my CDs on my stereo and then when I download on song, listening to it on the computer, I realized the quality sucks. I need my stereo up there lol. Then in September I'll be ordering my laptop. Oh and I'm bringing my beautiful camera with me. I'm going to get back into my old hobby. I miss how relaxing it was.
I'm really happy for Ben (my brother who lives here in FL). He may have a job out in Cali. He's been wanting to live out there for a long time. He went out there after college but the job didn't work out. I really hope this goes through. The guy says he wants him out there Thursday and he wants him to start right away. My fingers are crossed!
Remember a while back, few weeks maybe, when I wrote how I hoped that going home would restore me? And make me feel more myself and whole again and all that? Well I think now is a fair time to judge. It worked. But it wasn't just being home in my house, and with my family. It was being with an old friendm restoring some faith that there are true friends out there, and that I can trust people. And while I miss Patrick, we really needed that break. I needed to... get back in touch with myself. So, I'm all restored now and ready to roll. I've gotten my priorities in order and I'm refreshed and my mind is in the right state. I'm happy.
Gosh I can't wait to see him. lol.Current Mood:  cheerful Current Music: M2M---Everything You Do |
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Aug. 9th, 2004 @ 03:14 am
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Aug. 9th, 2004 @ 12:27 am
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I AM COMPLETELY RID OF HER! YES!
lol yes I am talking about my former roomate Meredith. I highly dislike her and we are no longer talking. We are supposed to room together this fall but that is going to change too. I'll make sure of it.
Awww! Spencer is curled up on top of my UCF sweatshirt on my bed, against my pillow. It's so cute! His birthday is exactly one week from today.
You know one small thing I miss? When I would go sit outside by the fountain and smoke a cig. That was nice, it was peaceful. I think I'm going to have one now... see ya. Current Mood: calm Current Music: Ashlee Simpson---Pieces of Me |
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Aug. 8th, 2004 @ 07:28 pm
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Woo Hoo!!! MAZDA RX-8 HERE I COME!!!
That's right! I'm getting a Mazda RX-8 in September!! Woot woot! Go me!!
Sorry, I'm just very excited because we discussed the insurance on different cars with an insurance company and we decided to go with the Mazda RX-8. Woo hoo!
And also, today has been good. I spent most of it with Jess and Patrick totally misses me and I've been driving and everything is going very good. I have the next month and a half nicely laid out and I like it.
In a week and a half I get to see Patrick and go back up to Orlando and see friends and have fun til Monday the 23rd when classes start and I'm going to start my routine that I have oh-so-nicely planned out (I'll show that later). Then it's low key til Labor Day, day off. Then the week of my birthday is hectic as hell! The day of my birthday I'll be going to class then going out for my birthday and having a blast the whole night (with Patrick of course lol), then thursday morning I am going to fly out to New York to meet my dad in Manhattan and we're going to the bank to take care of all that legal stuff. We'll go out with Elyse & Josh that night and then Friday morning fly home to West Palm where I'll celebrate with friends here & family. Then that Sunday is back up to Orlando. (Somwhere in between the weekend before my birthday and the weekend after, Gayle, Tiffany & the crew are going to come to Orlando from Gainesville to celebrate too). OH! The most important thing, I left out!! That Friday I am taking my driver's license test and then that Saturday that I am home in West Palm we're going to the City Place Mazda and buying my baby!!!
I am so happy. No stress. No hassles. Yeay!
I can't wait to check out the dorm. My OWN room. That will be nice. I have some more stuff to buy before I go back up but other than that... I'm pretty much all set, except that I'm getting my hair done next saturday and also my nails. I am in such a great mood.
Now for more immediate things, tomorrow is my gyno appt to check up on the pill, and then I'm coming home to go driving and take care of some things around here and then around 5, Jessica is coming to get me and we're going back to her house to get her to look all sexy then we're going to meet up with Randy at some point and probably go back to his house. Current Mood:  bouncy Current Music: M2M---everything you do |
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I like driving now! I drove all over tonight in Jessica's car woo hoo. We saw Little Black Book and before that, went to Friendlys. We had a good time. After the movie (I) we drove to Boca to meet up with Patricks brother in Dennys. Interesting night. Oh then we went to Walmart, didn't get home til about 3:30.
I miss Patrick. I don't like sleeping alone, though I don't have to tonight! Cause Jess is sleeping over.
I decided while in Walmart to give my mom a suprise, so I bought her roses.
Ok nothing else to say.
Aug. 8th, 2004 @ 04:24 am
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From the moment you looked at me
And ever since you called my name
You've been everything that I've seen
And now I'm caught up in this game
My mind is spinning round and around
There's something special I have found
And every time I close my eyes
All I can think of is you and me
Oh baby can't you see...
They're trying to build a fence
By saying that this won't last
And they tell me I don't have a chance
That everything moves too fast
But every time I close my eyes
All I can think of is you and me
Oh baby can't you see
That everything you do
Everything that you do
Makes me wanna go...ooh ooh oohh
Everything you say
Everything that you say
Makes me wanna go...ooh ooh oohh
Aug. 7th, 2004 @ 06:02 pm
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fuck the world. and car insurance.
I DONT LIKE U IF U SELL CAR INSURANCE.
fuckers.
scam artists.
grrrr
Aug. 7th, 2004 @ 12:41 am
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I'm in a weird mood. I just watched The Butterfly Effect. I liked it.
I am also a little worried. I have like this 6th sense feeling that Patrick is mad at me. I tried to call him but no answer, twice. I hope that he was just asleep. I think somethings changed between us since that conversation last night, and it's bothering me at the moment, but I'm not sure what it is. It's freaking me out.
I am in such a weird mood.
Aug. 5th, 2004 @ 11:41 pm
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The Ultimate Kissing Survey
Age of first kiss: first real kiss? i was 13
Number of people you've kissed: im a kissing whore. i have people to vouch for that.
French kissing is: great!!!
The worst kind of kiss is: akward moment ones
The best kisser you know: besides me, patrick or mike or max
The worst kisser you know: cant say her name.
The celebrity you'd like to kiss: antonio sabato jr.
Friend you would like to kiss: hmm.. jessica weiss (lol!)
Favorite movie kiss: the kiss in The Princess Diaries when she's outside in the garden with her boy and she lifts her foot and all the lights go on...
Do you kiss on the first date? depends... sometimes...
eyes open or closed? closed!
Average number of kisses you get a day: in orldano? too many to count... home? none well unless you count spencer lol GROSS
Ever kissed a friend's girlfriend? yes
The last person you kissed: patrick
Best placed to be kissed: in the rain or somewhere quiet
Have you kissed someone of the same sex? yep
What about the opposite sex? DUHHH
Do you consider kissing cheating? Yes.
The longest you've gone without a kiss: wow
The kiss you regret most is: ew ew ew IAN! ew ew ew
Kissing in public is: cute as long as it doesnt get x rated
Tongue rings are: can be interesting
Two girls kissing is: hot, depending on the girls
Two guys kissing is: i find it funny, but hey if u wanna do it, go right ahead!
Aug. 5th, 2004 @ 08:04 pm
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